You know what, in an attempt to keep myself more positive and happy, i'm going to post 5 things good about every day. Whether it be personal victories, things that happened that just made me smile, or just good things about the day in general. I'm going to keep this up as long as it takes to get my mood back to where it needs to be. Even then, i'm going to try to keep it up. I'm sick of dragging the world around me with negativity.
1. I passed a new 10 in IIDX. One that I've been trying to clear for awhile, and one I didn't expect to "get". Things just clicked early in the day and it just went.
2. Spending time with my friends, drunk. This is something that happens almost every weekend people come over to visit my friends house, but really, we're usually off doing our own things. Instead, around 2 or 3 am almost everyone was in the same room and we were all drinking and enjoying everyones company. It was a nice feeling compared to the usual.
3. I earned a little extra money tonight because my dad got really sick. It's unfortunate that he got sick and I hate seeing him like that, but it all works out in the end because I know he'll be better.
4. I made someone's night by letting them sing the last song of the night. He's one of our regulars and hasn't been around in a long time and whatever he sings he gets into and everyone has a good time. I told them I was pretty unsure if I'd be able to get to it in time because I had so many people signed up, but I came out ahead of the time I was guessing. Planned on going a little over just to get it in because I knew it'd be a decent song to end the night on anyway. He was so happy he hugged me for it at the end. It felt good to make someone's night.
5. Pulled pork for meals all day and that's never, ever a bad thing.
6. Also I resisted going to Denny's. While the social aspect is nice, it's also nice to feel like "no, I don't have to do this every week." Some nights I'd just rather take it easy, and tonight was one of those.
7. People seem to like my Draven.
1. I passed a new 10 in IIDX. One that I've been trying to clear for awhile, and one I didn't expect to "get". Things just clicked early in the day and it just went.
2. Spending time with my friends, drunk. This is something that happens almost every weekend people come over to visit my friends house, but really, we're usually off doing our own things. Instead, around 2 or 3 am almost everyone was in the same room and we were all drinking and enjoying everyones company. It was a nice feeling compared to the usual.
3. I earned a little extra money tonight because my dad got really sick. It's unfortunate that he got sick and I hate seeing him like that, but it all works out in the end because I know he'll be better.
4. I made someone's night by letting them sing the last song of the night. He's one of our regulars and hasn't been around in a long time and whatever he sings he gets into and everyone has a good time. I told them I was pretty unsure if I'd be able to get to it in time because I had so many people signed up, but I came out ahead of the time I was guessing. Planned on going a little over just to get it in because I knew it'd be a decent song to end the night on anyway. He was so happy he hugged me for it at the end. It felt good to make someone's night.
5. Pulled pork for meals all day and that's never, ever a bad thing.
6. Also I resisted going to Denny's. While the social aspect is nice, it's also nice to feel like "no, I don't have to do this every week." Some nights I'd just rather take it easy, and tonight was one of those.
7. People seem to like my Draven.